vox continental on my linux ubuntu box

I was searching for vox continental samples for lmms but seems there is something called bristol

with jack output so i can use it in lmms if it doesn't crashes

sudo apt-get install bristol monobristol

monobristol

If you wonder why ? i want to play light my fire on my ubuntu keyboard :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWeBBGK_bcA

Be my fraking Valentine - Libre Software way

Again i will speak openly about this celebration like in many others is transformed in a comercial rush for goods and
the love part is always forgotten but only the frak part is celebrated these day like in pagan rituals for copulation.

Read about the saint  and forget to do shopping today and to buy flowers , there are other gifts more important
like a kiss or a simple soul and smile.All i need these days is a hand full of love , nothing else can help.


People wake up , life is not about mating and eating but about free spirit and Jesus Christ Superstar

So this is why i celebrate the love my way using Libre/Free Software and sharing the good things and beliefs with the others




Time to party ppl and celebrate the freedom

But the truth is that we can always go further. Love more, live more, risk more.

This is the story of my life , i had a big shock in past and i stopped my evolution
truth is i can go further with love , life and everything.

Immobility is never the best solution. Because everything around us changes (including love) and we must accompany that rhythm.

Picture with My new girlfriend - she is sexy i call her Epiphany

She is in my hands , and will work day and night on her , even in the shower

Picture of my situation

Here is how it looks from my perspective , i don't have words yet but only some beautiful images
to represent it

Some daemons stole my baby with green eyes

OpenOffice 3.2 quick install on Ubuntu / Debian

The old office crashes a lot so i needed to test if the new one it works
another alternative is to install koffice

apt-get install koffice-kde4

axel http://download.services.openoffice.org/files/extended/3.2.0rc5/OOo_3.2.0rc5_20100203_LinuxX86-64_install_en-US_deb.tar.gz
tar -zxv OOo_3.2.0rc5_20100203_LinuxX86-64_install_en-US_deb.tar.gz
cd OOO320_m12_native_packed-1_en-US.9483/DEBS
sudo dpkg -i *.deb
/opt/openoffice.org3/program/swriter

if you want to apear in menu you need to remove the old office

sudo su 
apt-get remove openoffice.org-bundled openoffice.org-common
dpkg -i desktop-integration/openoffice.org3.2-debian-menus_3.2-9472_all.deb

Portable #Access #Database using #OpenofficeDB

if you need a compatible portable database like access you can install
from portable apps the following two applications

http://portableapps.com/apps/utilities/java_portable
http://portableapps.com/apps/office/openoffice_portable

run the installers (next next next)  and then copy the following two directories on
the usb stick

OpenOfficePortable
Java

when you start OpenOffice db

Desktop/OpenOfficePortable/OpenOfficeBasePortable.exe


You need to modify the java settings

Tools -> Options -> Java

Click Add button and add

Java

in the path and now you can create and use databases

I have tested it with wine on ubuntu karmic box and it should work on windows too

When Our darkest fears attacks us

I have a fear for holes in the earth like the graves
In my childhood i played with some kids in a ground hole made for a house
and for fun they had the idee of let me there without stairs.
I panicked and had great fear that something terrible will happen.
They let me cry there inside the "grave" it was not a good feeling at all.
Another fear is fear of death but i will talk about it later.
One strange fear is loosing someone you love , you think you can do anything to not happen but sometimes it does.
And when you have that fear somtimes you might try act to avoid situations that put your love in danger but in the end fear is the worst enemy and makes thinking weak and reactions not rational: that is why  panic attack and jealousy exists, and the feeling is the same : a great pain in the chest
hard rate of heart and blood pressure and feeling that you explode and can't breath
It can kill the rational self or the love we carry.

There are good deaths ?

My sister just announced me that Maria (A lui Petrica) died
she was one of the neighbors from grandmother's house.
Sometimes not the people who expect they die but the ones unexpected,
she was stranded in the house for more that 10 years and only vitamins and meds kept her alive,
I always expected to die first from the list neighbors or when my father told me that someone around died
and yes i did my little prayers so he should be lifted from this misery life but seems that my grand mother was first
that stepped on the other side.
Who knows what sins she had or what are she's rewards after this life for so much pain.and linger.
God rest her in peace i will always miss her strawberry pancakes and cookies. She was the grandmother of my best friend (Daniel) from the childhood. I should call him.